Tuesday, June 22, 2010

RaaVAN AnyONE??

Repudiate as you may Mr. Mani Ratnam, but Raavan is definitely inspired from the Asokavanam episode in Ramayanam. To say that it isn’t would be like saying that the movie’s main protagonists are Abhishek Bachchan and Aishwarya Rai Bachchan… OF Course, they aren’t… The central characters are the sharp cliffs, sinuous waterfalls and the succulent flora!!

Raavan is a modern day interpretation of the episode where in Raavan kidnaps Sita, wife of Shri Ram and keeps her in Asokavanam. Later Shri Ram ventures to save his wife and bring her back.

Broken down in spirits as his happiness is completely lost through his close relation, its turn for Beera to retaliate. It is just as you expected as Beera kidnaps Raghini only to find the justice in his own way. Therein lies the problem, as Indians, most of us are completely aware of the Sita Haran and have a preset, specific image of all the characters. For us to change that, or at least get thinking, there should be good enough reasoning. The REASON for us to fall in love with the characters, empathize with their predicaments, and identify with their emotions and all this is just NOT there… It’s MISSING!

Promoted as a *Different* sort of a Movie… one that is highly anticipated…. And said to be the most awaited movie of the year, Raavan is all set to Disappoint. As least that’s what it did to me!! Disappoint!

I am a HUGE FAN of AISHWARYA RAI!!! Yes I am, I cannot even listen to anyone saying anything in the negative light about her, and I have always supported her even when she was criticized for the dressing at the Cannes, or her so called fakeness etc. I did…But this time, I think I am the One who needs to be supported!! This is DEFINITELY one film both the Bachchans can keep for forever framed and plastered on their mantel and may as well be proud of. As I said before, even though I completely adore Mrs. Bachchan, I was feeling slightly nauseous after watching every single frame of Raavan tenderly focusing and capturing her in all her ‘make-up-less’ magnificence. She is Gorgeous, angelic and so pure, but that’s it… her acting in the movie was flawed, I would like to believe its Mani Ratnam who asked her to behave as though she was possessed, the hyper ventilation, the over dramatized expression and not to mention the plunging neckline… Why o Why would someone in the Jungle with a supposedly Menacing, intimidating and psycho goon wear a low cut churidar and strut her stuff??? Isn’t it going to garner unnecessary attention, especially considering the fact that she is already MARRIED!!!

To NOT speak about the Music of the film would be extremely unforgivable… yes the music is phenomenal and A.R. Rahman’s songs are inspiring enough but most of the time, we long for the actors to mouth some powerful dialogues instead of staring at each other and letting the music do their job… and watching the highly synchronized and choreographed song and dance sequence by the bunch of fugitives definitely make you feel cheated as u expect something artful from Mr. Ratnam!! Nevertheless the song in question *Thok de Gili* is an attempt to take on the socio politics in India and accused Delhi ( as in the Central Government) of not giving these underprivileged, tribals and neglected people a fair share… Lyrics are stirring but the effect is LOST thanks to the dance routine.

Can someone please explain to me why our Robin Hood-like hero Beera – Abhishek Bachchan – has a liberal amount grease and white cement-like paint applied on his FACE?? Why?? If the idea was to get camouflaged, well it didn’t WORK! We still managed to see him… Urgh!!

The story starts off with a lot of prospect – local rebel chief Beera kidnaps Ragini, the wife of Inspector Dev to avenge the death of his sister. Whether Ragini is Kidnapped or she walks into the kidnappers mouth is something debatable. I mean what the hell was she thinking travelling on a raft with a boat man in the middle of a uninhabited river?? From then on begins the longest 2 and half hours of my life… or was it 14 days?? Well, It almost did feel like 14 days, just as Ragini was kept hostage…. Yes there are highly stylized chains of events stuffed with a large number of slow-motion procedures and monotonous scenes - How MANY times does Mr. Ratnam need to show Mrs. Bachchan jumping of the bloody cliff??? And the fall, it was the most unrealistic fall ever… How can one fall so gracefully and elegantly?

It is SAD that Junior Bachchan lacks the expressive quality that was required to shoulder the character of Raavan… he lacked the expressive eyes, gait, voice modulation and the whole effort was completely in vain, Not even once did He as Beera succeed in frighten Ragini let alone us… At the this juncture I would also like to note, that I am quite certain that the Tamil version would be much better owing to the fact Vikram is a far superior actor and much more talented than our very own AB junior. In the whole Movie, It’s Vikram who stands out the clutter and gives in a subtle, restrained and dignified performance. There are far too many cracks in the story-line including the lack of any description of Beera’s past history, the reason why he is supposed to have 10 HEADS or something to that effect and the Dev-Ragini angle is so short and underdeveloped for us to truly feel sorry for the two separated lovers. The fact that we have a Hero who has the time and is in such a relaxed mind frame that he actually shaving his slightly grown facial hair when his wife has been kidnapped by a relentless goon! WAH!

I can go on and on about the flaws in the script, but I rather not squander any more time on this latest Venture of AB, Ash and Mani team… it’s just not required! Cinematographers Santosh Sivan’s cameras affectionately display the wilderness and accentuate to a point wherein you seen nothing but the vegetation. Raavan would definitely have worked well had it been Called the Forests of Kerala – A Revelation (or something on those lines), I assure you I would have loved it!!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Project – CHANGE!

Who said resolutions should be and can be made only at the beginning of the year??? Nah… We can decide to change something is our life, when we want it and how it want it as and when we like… Right?? So, today I did just that and more… I have introduced my self to this self-motivated, vigorous life goal thingy which I liked to call... "Getting my ACT together".
 
Basically, it involves saying/doing all the stuff I didn't want to do, or had been putting off. It means being totally honest or fixing up little things in my life that weren't quite right.

I need to talk to people. Shall be dressed up at all times, even when I don’t feel. I mean why should people know you’re going through shit?? I have made myself promise that here after I shall never ever wear is shirt that I am wearing or these slippers that i am wearing at the moment ever again to work!! NEVER! I will visit people, even those whom I despise. I will meet people I want to, when I want to. Cleaning my room isn’t something I put off, but I shall do it religiously Daily and do all the stuff that would make me feel pretty, healthy, happy.

There is no point writing and reading what exactly is life and stuff like that… what we need is action… no point crying about things that cannot be achieved, rather work towards getting it sorted, or give it UP completely. There are a lot of people who cry about the same things again and again and again… meeting them, talking to them made me realize that I need to CHANGE this thought process of mine. So why NOT I said… Let me give it a go!!! Let me get my shit together for a day, week, fortnight, and month. Making a list of all the things you want to change in your life, wish you had the courage to do, regret, love. . . you will be pleasantly SHOCKEDI AM!

Will not go over the details of my list, but will give an overall round up for it nonetheless.
 
  1. 1. I have decided to try and live each complete day positively without wishing/desiring/yearning to decipher or solve all the problems of my life at once.
  2. I have made certain that I will take the utmost care of my appearance. Dress modestly; try not to raise my voice (lol... ye rite); that I will be courteous in my behavior; that I will continue to criticize but justly of course; I will not claim to improve or to discipline anyone except myself (lol).
  3. I will/ shall always be happy in the faith that I was CREATED to be happy, not tomorrow but today as well!
  4. I will become accustomed to circumstances… yes I will without requiring all circumstances to be tailored to my own wishes.
  5. I will from now on devote 30 minutes of my time daily to some good reading, just as food is necessary to the life of the body, so good reading is necessary to the life of the soul. One New book every Month as least!
  6. I shall do one good deed every month and not tell anyone about it.
  7. I will make a plan for myself every single day… I may not follow it completely, but I will make it.
  8. I have also decided never again to be hasty. Jumping into conclusions or getting excited for the smallest things is completely OUT.
  9. I know and I believe that in spite of how things are right now, the Divine intervention of God, always cares for me, loves me and looks after me as no one else who exists in this world can.
 This is my good resolution. My Project. My project that would lead me to Happiness. It often seems as though I'd be happy if only OTHER PEOPLE would behave properly! But the truth is, the only person I can really "improve or discipline" is MYSELF.
 
What say?

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Better LATE than Never!

Life is Rat Race! Wealth, career, experience, power - you name it and most of us run after everything the world has to offer - But in our hearts - or maybe deeper, in our souls - we feel the need for something greater than power, more intoxicating than wealth, more fulfilling than a successful career. I do to… very passionately that too..!

David Guetta was so right when he sang ‘Now that the Love is Gone!’ and so was John Lennon when he sang 'All you need is love...' – What they sang is right but they just got the foundation of that love wrong…. :) and so did I till now…

It’s so easy to fumble and stagger in this world even it comes to love… Imagine a love so Potent that you begin to look at yourself through your Lover's eyes - Beautiful, Perfect, confident, magnificent, special, unique, fascinating, intriguing, smart, and captivating - the inventory go on and on. One would feel accepted. One would become everything he or she has ever wanted to be as a person. One would feel (and know) that he or she is someone's priority. I imagined all this and more…

That is exactly what everybody, not surprisingly, believer and unbeliever alike, is chasing. All of us are looking for it, only some of realize that they are…The predicament? The Problem being that most of us look for it in the human beings, from our very own race, But alas this Love is insubstantial, unsatisfactory, and most of all inadequate.

God, the Almighty, the Omnipotent is the SOLE source for this encompassing, ultimate love. The fact that we are here in this world, living a good life is in itself a good Justification to the fact that we are his Beloved Children. All we need to do is take hold of the Love… Hold the Love with Both hands… Get immersed in it… BE One with it... Sink in it… and Make it your Home… Your Food… Your water… Your life!

He has bestowed on us so much of Love and in there is nothing that we do in return. Everything in this World has two sides… You take something; you need to give something back in return… No its Not is possible to Love him in the way he loves us… But yes we can Love him with All that we have and more... It’s a bit late in the day that I realized that the Love that I so fervently was seeking was is and shall always be around me…

All that I need is Love and All that He needs from me is LOVE.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Loser Magnet.... Blah!

I know well enough to know that I do not know enough about anything to preach to anyone, I do not have enough life experience to make assumptions about love, about what it means and what it does to us. But Will I let that affect me and stop me from putting forth my views of the same. Nah… I think NOT!

Recently I have caught on to something and realized a couple of things. Through a series of painful realizations, it's started to make an odd sort of sense. Not the real normal sense, but the crazy, unrestrained sort of sense that only love can make. Then again what is NORMAL???

I have realized that everything we make ourselves do, everything we put ourselves through, there's no reason for it. We just do it because we are Crazy… Rite?

Relationships are delicate... Both people involved need to/have to be on the same page. Both people have to be at the same point in their lives, wanting the same things. Can’t have any doubts or reservations. Do something too early, and you can taint it. Jump in too quick, you can mess up things up. Wait too long, it may be too late. There are so many other variables besides who the person is...you have to consider who they are now, who they will be in the future, if you have the potential as a couple to grow together… Are you on the same page and will you continue to be??

I have always classified myself as a hopeless romantic. I'm a dreamer who has the tendency to stumble straight into her dreams and then fall out of them right onto her face. Falling in love has been my problem. My Problem is not with guys being interested in me, nope not at all or me not being interested in them; unfortunately the issue is with the Kind of guys interested in me… LOL I have been very rightly addressed as the Loser Magnet… Yep I am… I have some sort of a special frequency that seems to effective in drawing out all the Losers in the world towards me… Or maybe the problem is not with them… But with ME! Right??

Okay… M not making any sense m I?? LOL I think it’s my Writer’s Block that’s affecting me really BAD. Need to Break It some How… Should stop Now!